Friday, December 23, 2005
so long never post, many things happen le, dun wanna talk bout it, sighz... just let me type it here to let it off my chest. quite depressed now...
I feel so stupid to ask her that qn, i dunno how i can even ask her that, FEEL SO STUPID!!! now blasting Yi Lu Xiang Bei, Ye Qu, Fa Ru Xue, Lang Mang Zhou Ji and this classical depression song called Gaussian Blur. Now just looking out of the window while blasting the songs, thinking what will happen next, or wat to do...
I will respect your decision, will never force you, and i will never stop loving you... even if you love another person, that guy will never feel the same way as i do...
Wo Ai Wo De Wai Po!! She saw me feeling sad and brighten me up... thanks wai po! :)
oh well, may the grace of the valar protect her on her holiday in china...
4:03 PM